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The perks of having 'nerd' mind : never ending curiousity 

I always craving for another new things

Urge to take control on many things, re : perfection

Searching for second, third, to z-options

Living with the brain that never stops imagine, my nerves lead me to thousands stories, visualize scene to scene


I was a coward, I admit. I am still.

But thru 'nerd', 

I, bravely -re : while crying- passing through various challenges, to risks, to chances.. 

That make me, me

Not an easy path but prettier than just a boring one


Nerd hold me in and nerd let me out

As nerd slow me down, its also push me up


May along the journey to become more thoughtful, I become more mindful too

One mindful nerd, among beautiful nerdies


P.


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