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s p a d a!

 hi there.

for in life there are always ups and downs

... and also the in between

for the gratitudes and griefs

for the opportunities and decisions

for that no-answer-questions

for closed pages and new chapter

for the wrinkles as souvenirs of past laughter

... and memories of each part of the journey

here i am at the corner of my flat, somewhere among the mountains, under blue sky.

trying to figure things out. thoughts that keep me awake, day by day.


so, welcome.


warm,

me.



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